I love

Christmas. It's been a good one. I wasn't sick and I didn't break any bones, unlike every other year.

This Week

Is kind of going to suck. Tattoo removal appointment Thursday. And I am not looking forward to it at all. I hate it more than just about anything.

So for now, I'm going to [attempt to] do my Pilates video, considering I'm so sore from yesterday. Watch some movies. Finish up my Christmas shopping. Shower. Whatever else.

Home

Until January =] I'm very happy about that
I have hair dye in my hair right now
Hoping it doesn't turn out like crap



Tim's on his way home!

Portrait

This is from last year, but I love it. She is so pretty.

Headache

And I don't know why. All I know is that I really don't want to take exams next week. I want Christmas break to already be here.


I miss Tim so much it hurts sometimes. I'm just now realizing how lucky I am. I found the love of my life already. I'm going to hold on to that forever.

Thanksgiving Break

Went by wayyy too fast. I'm not ready to go back to Tuscaloosa yet. Christmas break needs to hurry up, I need longer than 3 days.

And I already miss Tim.
Damnit.

I feel so bad

Ugh I hate being sick.

I will never again

Make fun of the kids that read Twilight. I am obsessed now. Saw the movie Friday night, went to get the books right after,



Holla.

I hate

Fighting with you.
You're one of the only people that truly matters to me, and we argue. And I hate it.








I miss my brother. I'd be better if he were still here.
I'm sorry.

Today sucks

I've been frustrated all day, and I don't really know why.
Probably because this week has felt like three weeks already.



Hurry up weekend.

Hahahahaha

That's funny

Christmas

Can't come soon enough. I need a break from school. I know I go home a lot, but it'll feel good to sleep in my bed for three weeks. I miss my boy. I miss my parents. I miss my brothers and sister and pets. I love this time of year.


Just gotta get these stupid exams out of the way.

Don't you dare

touch his stuff and change it around. That's where I was supposed to be. And you put yourself first?


Please.

Three Days

Until my 19th birthday!!! =]
YAY! Even though I don't smoke, I have to buy a pack of cigarettes. Exercise my right as a legal American...haha.


Hope everyone had a good weekend
I did

Arghhh

Great.

School

Will be the death of me, I swear. Just finished at the math lab, going to take a psych test, a computer pre-test. Then I'm going to the rec center. Whoohoo, fun day!

At least tomorrow is Friday...it's been a really slow week. But I get to see Tim tomorrow...thankkkk god. =] I think we're going to the farm Saturday for my Aunt's birthday.

Speaking of birthdays, mine is in six days. YAY!
And I dyed my hair. I think I like it. It just always takes me a week or so to get used to it.

Aftermath

I have to admit, I'm getting a pretty good laugh out of this. The south as a whole is pretty damn funny. Guess what? BARACK OBAMA IS PRESIDENT. Get the hell over it. It's done. If you don't agree with everything he says, then fine. Neither do I. But I love my country, and he loves my country. I have faith in him. Maybe we should try a little thing called being nonjudgmental. After a term, if he hasn't done a good job, THEN you have the right to be upset.


Take a deep breath. and shut the hell up.

Calm down

Nobody is moving to Canada, Australia, Ireland, etc. Barack Obama just made history. If qualified people (in addition to over half the country) didn't have faith in him, he wouldn't get this far.


It's called faith. Have a little.
Unless he proves us wrong, shut up.

Tonight

should be fun! Dressing up, Tim's spending the night, bonfire, maybe a party. =] I love love love Halloween. I've got a super cool wig for my Hannah Montana costume.


Hope everyone has fun and is safe!

Tomorrow

is Halloween =]

Oh, it's love

I don't really know how to say all these without sounding like a total cheeseball. I've been with you for almost two years now, and it's been the best two years I've ever had. It hasn't all been easy. I've been through a hell of a lot this past year and I drug you along with me. What I found out, is you didn't get scared away by it all. That's how I know you're a keeper. Most guys I've been with, or even just known, get freaked out when they hear the L-word or have to deal with anything semi-difficult. But not you. In fact, you were the first one to say you loved me. You were there with me when I lost my uncle, my grandmother, and then my brother. It's changed who I am. I've grown up a lot this year. Losing Devin made me realize that I shouldn't waste one day, because you really never know if it'll be your last. I mean, he was barely 18. He had no idea. And neither do we.
That's why I'm writing this for you. Because I don't know if I'll walk outside and it'll be the last time I ever do. I don't know when my last breath is. It could be tomorrow or 60 years from now. All I know is that I 'm in love with you. Sometimes you frustrate me. Sometimes you make me so mad I could scream. But you have to take the bad with the good in everything you do. And trust me, you're basically all good. I want to be with you forever. I want to marry you. I want to spend my life with you. I'm young, yeah. I'm not asking to get married tomorrow. I'm just saying I feel so lucky to have found you. I'm truly blessed to know you. So thank you for all you've done for me. And promise me you'll never leave me.

Election 08

I'd like to start by saying that, even though I don't think anyone really reads my posts, I'm not trying to push my opinions on anyone. I'm just saying what I think.
First of all, I think that people are stupid to not vote. You may not love John McCain. You may not love Barak Obama. So vote for Hello Kitty if you want to. But there are people (like my dad) who can't vote that are really involved and into politics. There are people who fought for our right to vote. And half the people I know don't even care. I don't give a shit who you vote for, just do it.
I don't know who I'm voting for yet. Everytime I think I've finally made up my mind, I hear something about my chosen candidate that makes me change my mind. For instance, I don't like that Obama is good friends with Bill Ayers. He's this anti-war radical from the 1960's and 1970's. He was a part of this organization called "Weather Underground" which conducted a lot of public bombings. Why the hell would Obama think it would help his "image" to be friends with a man like that? I think it's ridiculous. He is supposed to be THE symbol of the USA as President and he isn't smart enough to avoid association with people who BOMB and injur people in public places? Essentially, Bill Ayers is a terrorist.
And McCain...well I don't really have a problem with him. It's Palin that I've got issues with. I mean I've kind of been raised to make my own choices and be open-minded. I'm pro-choice and I support gay rights. And she does none of those things. She thinks abortion should be illegal, regardless of if you're a 14 year old girl who gets herself pregnant and can't mentally raise a baby. Just because you're physically mature doesn't mean you're prepared. What if you get raped by a family member? Or anyone for that matter...should you be stuck with the consequences? No.
Also, in a recent interview Palin had NO idea what the roles of the VP are...that's scary. McCain isn't exactly young...if he passes away and we're stuck with Palin who has NO IDEA what the roles of the President or Vice President are...well, then we're in a bad place aren't we?


Sorry, had to rant.

This weekend

Was really good...just not long enough! Friday night me and Tim went over to my Dad's house and chilled with Scottie & Jillian. We had drawing contests and ate lasagna. And then Saturday, I saw my momma and newphews. We took the kids and the neighbors to see HSM3- and yes it was amazing. I don't care who thinks I'm lame, Zac Efron is cool with me. Then me, Tim, and Sarah went to see Ben Kweller @ Workplay. Which was amazing, aside from the bitches beside us. But whatever, it was a great show. And today I saw the cutest puppy ever. And now I'm really freaking sad I can't have one until next year.

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Thank God it's Fridayyy! Going to the gym (if I can make myself get out of here), then to get my nails done if I have time, then to English to turn in my awesome essay, and then to Art History. THEN I'll get to be omw home. =]
My nephews are coming in town tonight from Montgomery, so I think we are taking them to Boo at the Zoo if it's not rainy and gross outside. Aside from the rain, I'm lovin' this weather. High of 58...yes please. It feels like it's been summer for about 2 years.

Anyways, have a good Friday anyone who reads this.

What

is black and white and says boo?

A cow with a cold

Thank you Laffy Taffy.

I feel

Kind of overwhelmed today. I went to class and watched A Beautiful Mind. I realllly love that movie...I didn't remember how good it is. And then I went and met with my Psychology teacher, Desiree, and talked to her about how to go about chosing classes for next semester and the next few years. I've realized how much school/effort I'll have to put into being a Pysch major. It requires at least a Masters to open any doors. And a PhD to open like...all the doors. Which is hopefully what I'll end up doing. I just won't be graduating until I'm 28. Which I guess doesn't really make much of a difference. If it's something I want to do for the rest of my life, and at this point I think it is, then it's worth all the extra school. I'd feel pretty badass saying Ive got a PhD, hah.

Anyways, I'm gonna go write a super fun English paper on a movie reccomendation. I'm reccomending Eternal Sunshine. I love that movie.


Have a wonderful Thursday.